| I missed this |
[Jul. 31st, 2007|03:29 am] |
so I've been having a bit of sleeping difficulty, and tonight I was staring at the ceiling thinking about nothing and I remembered... I have a livejournal. so I think I'll start writing in it again. We'll see. I don't exactly remember how this works. I don't even know if I still have friends on this, oh well. |
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[Apr. 27th, 2006|02:13 am] |
1. if derek was a zombie, he'd hog all the brains
2. album: everclear's white trash hell/movie: how to deal. hehee
3. blue! that's a flavor, okay.
4. this probably makes sense to you, me, AND a few others including racheal b., but...YOU DON'T GET TO
5. you knocking on my door during the summer before sophomore year, with your headphones on, holding a copy of white trash hell and asking me if i could play it on the air while i was at radio broadcasting summer school and dedicate it to you. : )
6. a cubby. i mean, a bear cub. cubby. <3
7. what really scares you, because you don't seem to be afraid of much. A:spiders eck. |
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| Do Me and I'll do you? |
[Apr. 27th, 2006|02:00 am] |
1. Reply with your name and I will write something random about you. 2. I will then tell you what song/movie reminds me of you. 3. I will pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in. 4. I will say something that only makes sense to you and me. 5. I will tell you my first memory of you. 6. I will tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll then ask you something that I've always wondered about you. 8. If I do this for you, you MUST post this on your MySpace |
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| Sometimes, you drink alone |
[Jun. 3rd, 2004|12:00 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | contemplative | ] |
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| | kind of like spitting- little time bomb | ] | Ok i know it's been so long and forever. But i figure i better fill this up while i'm still in washington. i move to arizona in december. i have loved so many people in washington and have been betrayed by most. so tonight i think to kick off the count down to dying in warmer climate i figured i would name them.
10. Matt, Britton, Val, Alissa. (they count as one because we were never separate)
9. Christina Devine (those who know, know)
8. Racheal McNair friss (is that even how you spell her name)
7. Kylee banks ( doesn't she have a pornstar name)
6. ILL MANNERED
5. The Image Of Dead Protocal
4. The Torres family ( except melissa)
3. Tyler Johnson, D-pot, ross fairbrother (also count as one)
2. Ben todd and Gary Greenwood ( dude i get group fucked alot, i shoud be a pornstar)
and the numberone betrayl in washington is..................................................................................................................................................................................................................................... yeah like this is going to be a suprise.....................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................1. RHEA ( MOST KNOW WHY)
GOOD NIGHT AND PLEASENT DREAMS! |
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| she has scarred my heart and now i smile |
[Feb. 21st, 2004|02:33 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | rejuvenated | ] |
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| | blink 182 dammit- it needs to be explained to be understood | ] | so tonight met four new girls and one of which may be one of the coolest girls i have ever met. she danced with me and completly made up for the high school prom horror. i don't really knoww anything other than the fact that i love arizona. and i really regret and am not looking foward to returning home i just wish i felt wanted in my own hometown. but we all have to go somewhere be stuck somewhere. i just found something like a fix here. |
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| pianos broken on a beach i will wash ashore |
[Feb. 20th, 2004|12:26 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | indescribable | ] |
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| | bright eyes- every day and every night e.p. | ] | last night i had so much to drink and we went to the hot tub. which ended up becomin one of the most signifacant moments of my life. let me break this down. first, hot girl in a thong walking around it was a very inspiring moment. then girls in search of salvation found there only means of escape, by just tossing there tops to the ground and swimming about. third we had a deal, it was the two lisa's and gabby for this kendra girl i don't know. and finally, this girl named ali gave me a hug pressing her boobs to my face. i love playing monosolovic bachelor. oh and also talked to ben of js for like twenty minutes. all in all i had a great night, and drinking and drinking. vacation is four more days, also tonight is park so that should be good. i've decided tonight i'm staying alive just kicking and screaming. |
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| a line allows progress, a circle does not |
[Feb. 19th, 2004|12:35 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | curious | ] |
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| | kind of like spitting-valentines day is ove | ] | so it's thursday, and i'm in arizona. it very warm here lets post every thing thats of importance that has happened recently.
1. saw onelinedrawing in seattle it was amazing 2. finally saw kind of like spitting took me for fucking ever 3. met kurt angle 4. went to smackdown in tacoma 5. live in shelton again for like two weeks 6. amber broke up with me because her sister is a dirty slut 7. came to arizona (i'm here still and it's wierd) 8. my mom almost called a missing persons report on me 9. i became c compulsive alcholic ( i'm already drinking, i started @11:30 10. i got a tattoo 11. and finally i made out with some girl that i don't know i love arizona
i' ve decided i can't stand being in everett anylonger, i just wish i had some friends of my own and i wish that friendship there didn't seem so political but whatever no one reads my post anyways so whats that point everyone just wants to love or to be loved |
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| meeh |
[Jan. 7th, 2004|03:53 am] |
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| | uncomfortable | ] |
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| | fiona apple-limp | ] | i don't know why i'm even posting guess i'm just tired of looking for celebrity porn. don't have alot to say except i feel like i'm already growing past this place. i don't feel happy. it's like i wanna go home but i'm not quite sure were home is. it seems my friendships are getting cut short, like i'm losing friends almost on a weekly base. maybe it's just me. i get bothered and i hate keeping secrets from people who deserve to know things. i hate seeing someone so oblivious to something while it seems everyone else knows,everyone else is laughing. and i don't understand how someone can fuck someone other then their partner and then tell their partner they love them. I just wish i was a junior in highschool again, when nothing made sense and that was ok. i wish it wasn't winter, i wish the sun was warmer. because then maybe i could stop thinking about her, and that's what i really wish. |
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| well hello people |
[Dec. 27th, 2003|07:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | satisfied | ] |
| [ | music |
| | divsion day | ] | i like to say hi to all you how's it going. it's been so long since i've been here first of i have a new phone number 425-438-8097. and i now have a new computer so lj post will be more frequent. and i don't know. bye bye |
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| so long and thanks for all the wait i'm not leaving |
[Nov. 17th, 2003|08:50 pm] |
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so i know it's been a long time and damn have i missed this. i'm really drunk but hey i love you guys the lyric is dammit paul play the game is "lovers like brigadeers, marching ntwo by two" bye! |
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| there has got to be a gun somwhere in this drawer |
[Oct. 28th, 2003|10:24 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | and meh | ] |
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| | weezer tribute album-my name is jonas | ] | hello and welcome to the show we have no new news just same old sorrow: Elliot Smith has died ( yes iam very aware that everyone already no and has posted something about it i don't care) but he went out fucking core. 1 more day until i move into the apartment. took amber last night to pick up skylar who might move in with me(so cool) we visited paul who dind't even care that we visited him. then on to sharis. later on mike and ryan showed up and before we left pete came. good times were had by all, we atleast by one but fuck it. ok here it is folks and yes it will keep happening until i say it finished paul play the game. "i hope you never get it" |
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| another day and i wake up with a hangover |
[Oct. 24th, 2003|01:57 pm] |
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| | sick | ] |
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| | wu tang clan-wutang forever-triumph | ] | well folks i'm back and i've got you on the verge. gary that loveable little scamp that you may have seen tagging along with me has fully placed a knife deep in my back. so i have excuse the pun cut him out of my life. another day another friend dead to me. but hey what ever today's lyric is and paul mike and josh you guys need to answer this to. here it is "feeding frenzy it's contagious(have trigger will travel, have trigger will travel) single spark starts petrol fire" bye guys |
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| good news |
[Oct. 23rd, 2003|06:18 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | deleted | ] |
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| | cursive-domestica-making friends and aquantinces | ] | so here's the deal i got my apartment today yeah for me and earlier this week i lost my best friend. but i have moved past highschool and am ok with that. she is moving and will move past me and i wish her the best. i also forgot to mention that the best part of cursive was paul who hung out with me almost all day. um i don't know much of anything anymore. well folks i have decide to add a game to my lj. name that lyric (band,or artist and title). so in close. and i will make it easy for awhile then it will gain difficulty. so here we go "so my age it is nothing, and my name it means less" ok bye |
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| well there is new news and some people are dead to me |
[Oct. 22nd, 2003|03:59 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | fuck racheal | ] |
| [ | music |
| | cursive-domestica- the martyr | ] | well first of all good things: I saw cursive last friday, also saw tbs and saves the day, last monday, went to oly to see julian my ex roommate and true friend. now for bad news, saw the divorce and bloodbrothers last friday, i'm getting really sick, and one of my friends whose name i will mention is a two- faced bitch. i am so sorry that my new found religion and yes i am aware that i use to trash it because i was hurting, is offensive to you racheal and i was not the one who threw away this friendship. so fuck you, and grow up. i am not here to impress you, i loved you for so long and you were my best friend but i am done. do not call me i have a new life and a better life w/o you. |
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| well atleast i can still die |
[Oct. 15th, 2003|07:38 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | sad | ] |
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| | cursive-the radiator hums | ] | homeless but cursive is on friday so what should i really have to complain about. my mom hates me, yeah and me and gary live in my car. yeH, BUT my lord will save me. i belive . just i need prayer and a new job with some kind of pay but on a brighter note paul we found a four bedroom apartment write me |
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| paul's dilema |
[Oct. 12th, 2003|11:35 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | apathetic | ] |
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| | jupiter sunrise- heaven and endless | ] | so his parents are pissed and i live in a big house therefore, if he needs me. i have room your safe buddy. just get a hold of me view this and we will talk. i love you. later.
p.s. but you'll have to hear bright eyes more than usual. |
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| i got so trashed |
[Oct. 12th, 2003|01:51 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | mandy moore- cry | ] | last night i got so trashed, that's it. it was not good. ok goodbye stupid people. |
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| when will they put porn on the internet? |
[Oct. 11th, 2003|12:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | nervous and wierd | ] |
| [ | music |
| | jupiter sunrise- under a killer blue sky | ] | So my car is busted, and i hate pop-ups more than life itself. But i got the jupiter sunrise full length yesterday. Let me tell you it's amazing. |
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| better day |
[Sep. 13th, 2003|03:40 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | good | ] |
| [ | music |
| | onelinedrawing | ] | i feel good. Had good times w/ girlfreind and other friends. Constantly shocked and awed by josh. mike stop talking to me ( all in jest). SKylar was there and i don't see him enough. hardcore joe was there and last but not least paul was there (i picked him up earlier in lake stevens which has to be the most awful place to live in the world. earlier in the day hung out w/ my girlfriend amber and her sister and my friend (in no particular order) jen and it was good and i felt good. soon i leave to go to oly and visit my friends and family. my b-day is rapidly approaching.
p.s.
got a new job working with kids @ a mini train station in the mall i'm excited. |
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| I feel sick |
[Sep. 12th, 2003|01:11 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | melancholy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Desaparecidos | ] | my car got broken into, I lost my job earlier this weekand it's four days from my b-day. Happy birthday Derek. |
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